take a trip down memory lane

Crunch Time.

2008-11-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

I somehow got to the 3rd round of Amerpro without playing a single match. Win tomorrow & im in the QFs. Im good at hiding my emotions, but truth is.. that sick feeling in the stomach kicked in since i dont know when.

Thanks to all for your well wishes.

Come tomorrow, catastrophic twins Fatigue and Pressure will be like a whiny bitch asking you to treat her to the movies and dinner. I.G.N.O.R.E!

October 1st

2008-10-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

"I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
even tho hold the whole weight of the world on my shoulders
my crew aint supposed to know it
even if it means going toe to toe with a benzino
it don't matter i never drag them into battles that i can handle
unless i absolutely have to, i'm supposed to set an example."

today i inadvertantly let my friend
in to what's been happening. not my usual protocol but
circumstances flipped against my favour.

5 weeks, my ticket out of here.

The World's So Small I'm Gettin' Clauztrophobik

2008-08-17T15:08:00.003+08:00

Didn't go to school on Friday, spent the whole of the previous night rushing all the work and ended up feeling gassed out in the morn. and there goes my 100% attendence record for this term, damn i only had 1 more week to go. Oh and Sasha puked 7 times and had to be sent to the vet. Moral of the story: Don't be a greedy pig.

so woke up @ 11+, did somemore work, then headed downstairs for squash session with Coach Francis. Up till now im still puzzled at why he's no longer using the ball rack for my training. I remember the last time he used it, at the end of the session Sean came for his turn and he told me "This guy no need so many balls, expert alr". I laughed it off, only to realize that the next session onwards i wasnt hitting the 200-300 balls from the rack too. might have scared him on the first week when i cramped up so bad that i fell to the floor immobilised. couldn't be that im an expert too, every swing of mine isn't exactly excuted from muscle memory from 1000X repetitions.

Went down to Safra shortly after as there's a friendly with TPoly. played against Calvin, a Yr2, also the captain i think. Close match, my fitness and empty stomache proved to be my shortfall and i lost the last set 7-9. Enjoyed the game tremendously, it's been a long time i played such a close match. got his number, hope we could play once more before the Safra Open.

Birthday's coming, having a BBQ over the next weekend with the whole extended family. they bought 2 bottles of Absolut to be opened on that night. hey i know im turning 18 but why act like im booze-starved and all hahah.

Shall end this with a picture of how my arms look like after the surfeit of squash:

Disproportionate HA!

Robin's in Town!

2008-08-10T02:45:00.010+08:00

It's 0247hrs and i just sort of wrapped up thermochem. redid the lecture test and darn i feel stupid but cleverer at the same time. after actually studying, i could do most of it with ease (means to say i didnt when i took the test la). but for the trickier/unorthodox qns i couldnt figure out, looking at the answer scheme makes me go ARGH. cant afford to use as much time as i did for Ionic Eqm when i took 2h to solve a hard qn, jumped of my huge leather chair and do my celebration dance. gotta finish most of maths rev. and do Nov'07, may the clocks slow down and tick by the hour.

okay enough titter-tatter 'bout the shitload of work. Look at the title and yes, Robin Gunawan is in Singapore. for the past few months i could only speak to him on msn when i stayed up late into the wee hours of the morning. he's studying/residing at Santa Monica you see.but in a few hours time i get to meet him in real person at Taka muahahahhaha. that reminds me he's getting me a Houston Rockets jersey, no.1, with the name imprinted being.... T-Mac? WRONG! It's T-Jon!

I find myself suddenly reminiscing the times we had at his Parkshore apartment, together with P. Santoso. the totally retarded things we did, spending a FULL DAY playing X-box, PS2, watching NBA, movies, table soccer and pool. there was once i reached his house when it was dark, and left when it was dark AGAIN. not to forget evenings spent playing soccer next to the kallang river, superb.

we find ourselves being victims of the insidious elapse of time, memories are but mere traces of hourglass' crime.

Where do i start.

2008-05-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

been long since i've updated. think the
only reason for updating now is because
someone has been hounding me to do so
for quite some time. irritating, no? hah!
kidding.

MJ SQUASH '08 is reaching its tailpiece,
while it's heartening to see that the
next batch are really promising, the
heart experiences gentle but painful
tugs at the same time. the sweat we've
dripped on the court every training,
the times we've climbed over the
railings(shhh!) because we stayed
back till the shutters were drawn,
every skid mark of the ball on the
wall created by us not so long ago
when it was freshly repainted in
November, the admonishings,
naggings, constant reminders
and instructions handed out by
coach, the banter, the occassional
bursts of laughter,the
ever-so-sweet sound of the ball
on its rebound from the wall,

it will soon come to pass.

there were unhappy moments
and all, but the things i've gained
outweigh the distress encountered.

the days travelling to and fro from
kallang were probably the best,
when i never felt so alive.

People say my so-called "passions"
in the past would sizzle out
eventually, however this time
around i'll prove them wrong.
I'll start from the SAFRA
League in September
(yes, prelims, don't have
to remind me) and possibly
get involved in Elias Green
Squash.

Academic-wise hasn't been
smooth-sailing, given my
usual indifference to it that
compounds with the amount
of curriculum i missed due to
Nationals. Just yesterday
I got caught red-handed
for skipping Geog Tut. and
Lect. consecutively, while I
was mugging in the library.
Never had that feeling
for a long time. I hope I won't
have to again 'cos it seriously
sucks, being escorted to the
LT to attend a lecture that
is ending in less than 15 mins.

OH and last week was my
sister's 21st! Held it at NUSS,
food was good, music too,
hope she enjoyed herself. I
certainly did, 'cos Chelsea
won ManU and drew level on
points! won $29, but my heart
almost went into cardiac arrest
several times during the game.
Blues' on 2 fronts now, the same
2 fronts the Devils are in contention
for too. There's nothing like
a head-on clash of the English
Titans.

Math Test tmr! gotta run.

march 03

2008-03-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

training ended 2 hours ago,
now im back home in the comfort
of my little room. gotta make a
trip down to the courts tmr to
help out for recrea training,
but before that i got to get
my new stock of lens from
wheelock place that's way
overdue.

raj announced there's
training right after GP Paper,
can you believe that!?
requested for a later reporting
time so that i could walk
home and take a nap and he said
he didnt ask for my opinion HA.
i'll just have to do so illegally
then =P

we went on a wild goose chase last
saturday morning, trying to find
MGS. got a big frenzy cos some
thought it was PLMGS, others
thought it was somewhere else.
in the end, we reached our
destination when the refereeing
workshop ENDED! hillarious!
so clement and i went to CCAB
and ate at the prata stall
next to it. got my fix of milo
dinosaur and murtabak, nice.

funny how God uses someone halfway
across the globe to speak to you.
like what Rob said, where's the
fire i had back then? haven't
been attending church regularly
these yr, and the only excuse i
could give was SAFRA trainings on
saturdays, tutorials, tests and
assignments got me in a chokehold.
it was only when robin showed me
that flash clip on a website that
i realised how silly i was.
He has the choice to tend to other
matters at hand, like His Kingdom,
thousands of dossiers the angels
meticulously prepared, but He chose
to make time for us, every single
one of us. Yet all I do is push him
away, like I could end the
academic rat race through my own
sheer strength. it'll be hustle and
flow for years to come, there's an
interminable chain of materials to
digest. but there's only one God.
just one.

thank God for you, Robin. you're
by far the longest friend i've kept
in close touch with, remember that
this november after my A's im gonna
head to LA and you're gonna drive me
around!! won't leave till i see
Vegas, Hollywood and the Staples Center!

feb 20

2008-02-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

last weekend was the end of all
chingay involvements. cheers for
the upcoming free saturdays (except
afternoons - SAFRA training).
but in retrospect it was time
well spent after all, voluntary
work ain't exactly drudgery as
I thought. Still loved the
moment the F1 car tore the
road up like 2 dogs caged.

still recuperating from the
recent bout of flu i contracted.
school's been draining, but
it's funny how i seem to
dispose of that sense of dread
when lessons drone on of late.
there's still some backlog i
have to deal with due to
the 2 days of medical leave
i took last week. guess the
P's talk this morning did
serve its purpose. Noses
to the grindstone once
more? This time round
there's got to be a
whole lot of gritting of
teeth, i can't back down
anymore, the escapist's
mentality has got to go.

March Block test has
to be juggled with cca,
trainings and all.
Something's gotta give,
guess i'll have to take
the gamble for the time being.
But i won't let place the
grades on a russian roulette
of course, there's bound
to be some mugging at
the very least.

Had friendlies in TJ this
evening. Though I lost both
matches, Im glad with my
performance in the court
today. Fought hard for
both and it was a close
battle, especially the
second, where all three
sets had point differences
of not more than 3. Wasn't
exactly in the best of shape
due to my health, but i gave
it my all and i really do
think im improving significantly.
hopefully there's still enough
time for improvement, so as to
square off with Big Four and
return with something other
than a drubbing.

Friday's e-learning day! which
means.... staying home to study
all day!
who'd believe me HA. should be
going out with the class after
finishing the online assignments.

"Wow,teacher you're brilliant!
Is there anything you're even
weak or inadequate at!?!"

"Hmm.... being stupid?"

Chem lessons serve the brain
teases on a regular basis
nowadays. Intriguing!

5/1/08

2008-01-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

school's started.
tutelage would be twice as fast,
workload doubled or maybe more.
but what can i say, i had a long
break and it's time to slog it out
for a slot in the U.

got a new chem tutor from hell,
thought i met my nemesis, but
i gradually realised he's somewhat
like Coach Carter. his knowledge
in the subject is undoubted,
explanations precise, he
sets us thinking. perhaps
one of the few drawbacks
is the caustic remarks he spits,
and the strict treatment. but
he earned my respect alright,
something i give only to the
best teachers. i was memorising
all the reaction mechanisms in
the toilet while dying my hair at
1am, just becos he told us so.

training on monday and CCA
recruitment on wed. please
please let there be 1 or 2
j1s with potential to make
it into the team.

dec 27

2007-12-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

so the year's drawing to a close.
for the past few days it has been
consecutive mahjong sessions, i
think my losses sort of outweighed
my winnings. nonetheless the fun
involved playing with them proved
more significant then the stakes on
the table.

not to mention i did some shopping
over the festive period, got stuff
from Esprit,Topman and IP Zone. i
think there's more to come in the
impromptu trip to M'sia, KL.
also im staying at Swissotel tmr,
will head there after the band
concert.

i think there's a need to do some
reflection during the trip, take
some time to assess whatever happened
not just recently but over the past
year. gotta wrap things up for
'07 and prepare for the life-
determining '08.

to sum it up, no more horseplay
next yr.

Dec 03

2007-12-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

oh man it's already december.
the danger alarm shrills,
in attempt to shudder my ear drums
and get me to start work.
okay, i shall! by tonight.
yes i will. no more procrastination.

yeaaaa right.

never really recovered from the flu
i got since last month. it's just
on-and-off.

awaiting the arrival of Sassy, which
is after Sasha recovers. I don't
know whether to rejoice or resent
when that day comes. Yes there'll
be fun, but 2 dogs are the prefect
brew for inferno. imagine waking up
to get a snack at night, turning
on the tv to watch a UCL match and
BOTH START BARKING. SIMULTANEOUSLY.

there's a little ball in Sasha's
cage now, and whenever i let her
out to play i'll kick the ball around
for her to chase =P

didn't go for service ytd. had choir
duty but didnt go. oh man the guilt's
overwhelming like the after-effects
of a punch in the solar plexus.
worst of all i missed Nick Vujicic's
sharing, something special that week.
but glad wg did get to see him at
Riverlife ;)
woke up feeling groggy and my phone's
lost, so i couldnt contact flavian
to tell him i wasn't going.

went back to slumberland until i
remembered i paid for a dance concert
and i was going with wg! so i got up
and called him but he was sleeping
like a log. had Standard Chartered
volunteering the night before i think.
finally he returned the call at 3 and
we both rushed down in a cab.
the performance was great, saw Joslyn
in the hip-hop item. we missed the
winter wear one cos of our late arrival.
the small little kids were damn cute
haha. reminds me of my lil' cousin
that's also learning ballet now.

after the concert made 2 return trips,
for getting choc and buying coke for
wg's classmate. then went to suntec.
before going to whitesands and talk
till 10.

oh yea by the way the Sec4FG bbq on
friday was great. hahah.. been ages
since i met the On Da Street Gang.
as usual Ah Long was the butt of our
jokes. i think i poured a little
Hoegarden beer on him when they
manned him down lol. plus the
"THIS IS SPARRRRRTAN!" dares
they had to do in the middle of
the tracks were real hillarious.
played pool after that and went
home at 1am. that should be the
last time im gonna drink and
stay out for this hols.
besides, i have the whole
bottle of Absolut Raspberry
for myself at home.

YES SOMEONE CALLED MY DAD
AND SAID MY HP IS FOUUUUUND!

16 Nov

2007-11-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday marked the end of official trainings.
FABUUUUULOUS.
we have maintained our attendence too!
to 3 per trng =P
as usual got fried, then when we were left alone,
laughters at the other court >=/

lunch @ Whitesands aft trng, coach came along.
the only valuable thing i heard from the
nonsensical banter was:

The Last Top 4 Berth For Nat'ls Is....

<>

that really excited me. made me resolved to
head down to SAFRA Toa Payoh for extra trng
even though i didnt wanna step back into that
place.

after which was a totally LAME SAGA at
Popular, i couldn't believe i bought their
nonsense. but one thing i did well was to
keep my lips sealed =P

past few days have been really tiring, didn't
really pay off the sleep debts accumulated
from 2 parties in 3 days. a wild one @
Carmen's and clubbing @ PLush

Today!

went to tamp, was late, bumped into
Qinyi & Co. that were going to TM
met WG and off we went from
Tamp-Chkt CC to TM to Bugis then
Marina Sq for pool and dinner.

wanna start serious business
for Squash & Studies. But im
tempted to buy new games for
the Xbox360. help.

Oct 9

2007-10-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

happy 17th koh suwen. havent really talked to
you recently but i still rmb all the stupid
and nonsensical stuff we did in the past.
but just to tell you, even if you're 17,
i still think you're a small kid =)

promos over, OP & Chi Alvl comin' up.

GP C, Econs C, Maths B, Chi B, Chem U(nique =P),
Geog ?????

dont know why but im very tired nowadays.
even when i slp relatively early.
been playing, slacking, pw-ing and
crunchyroll-ing hah.oh ya Open House was
quite alright Nanny's Diaries. Scarlett
Johansson's the BOMB.
though it was rather tiring.
And i watched hopefully a Cruise is comin' up,
followed by my trip to LOS ANGELES =DDDD
time to live the American life.

those days when i was frustrated with studying
and trying to catch up, i found myself saying:

"If I had one reget in life *&^%%$ would be it"

Now, I say to myself:

"Without that happening, if nothing broke me,
I wouldn't have bounced back so spectacularly."

Friendly with TJ!! Post-promos celebration with
the group on Friday!! Meeting tuition mates before
that!!

Hope everyone gets to promote!

___tales don't tell themselves

2007-09-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hi hihihihihihihi.

Jon is happy coz his hair can stand now!
Jon is happy coz im blogging for him!: P
Jon is happy coz # always makes his day! (shhhz)
Jon is happy coz promos are finally over!
Jon is happy coz coz coz promos are finally o.ver.!!
O.V.E.R!

Lets hope we will all do fine and get promoted! parties, im waiting! (=

S.

sept 22

2007-09-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

promos are nearing, let's get it over
and done with. then it comes the
time where all hell break loose.
more parties, overseas trips long due
and squash training. emancipation =)

Jose Mourinho quitted/was sacked.
If Roman cant let a manager do what
he wants in first-team management
then why buy over the club. It's
like buying a horse and not letting
the jock ride it.

finally saw the true identity beneath
all the facade. thankful for realising
before it was too late, regretful about
not knowing sooner. Kudos, Professional.
even Ronaldo's flicks & shimmies arent
half as dazzling as yours.

"Cucullus non facit monachum -
Nothing that is so, is so"

mug mug mug mug mug mug m.....

2007-09-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

i havent been sleeping earlier than 1.30am.
my foot hurts like crap at the heel.
i wanna stay in bed all day.
i hope i pass promos.
im not in the mood to write in prose.

save me.

it's you.

2007-09-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

slept at 3plus last night.
i think my interrogating skills suck!
ha 1 hour and i could get anyth
out of siewboon =(

finally out of the oblivion that
promos are arriving at break-neck
speed, with respect to the amount
of revision that needs to be done.
time to fully bring out the mugger
in me =)tomorrow im gonna study
at clement's condo poolside.

parents' anniversary today. they
cooked abalone and bought seafood
from elias mall. and boy, the
whole abalone i had was BIIIG =P
each of us had a plate of food
that would cost an average of
80bucks if eaten outside=0.
drank wine despite my
consternation that
the drinking and partying
has led to a significant
decrease in my fitness and
stamina. I was walking up
the escalator at
Tenah Merah station as I
was heading to Clement's
house for squash. and boy
I panted so heavily, I
could almost hear myself
even with my nano plugged
in.

been listening to lots of
Ryan Cabrera. Kinda like
his style and the expressions
in his songs =) Photo's good
ey Huiying Photo's good =)
So is It's You.

OKAY SOMEONE'S RENOVATING AT
10.26PM UPSTAIRS,ABOVE MY
SACRED ROOM. BETTER STOP
BEFORE 11 OR I'LL
"RENOVATE" FOR YOU! grr.

----------------------------------

Baby it's you
When I look up in the sky I see you
Then I turn and close my eyes
It's you
When I'm sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

sept 3

2007-09-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

stayed at home for most of the day.
but went to Serrangoon to meet with
Guanghe and Huiying to visit Mrs Liew.
it's been a lonnnnng time since i've
seen them. so yep we went up to
Mrs Liew's house and chatted for awhile.
academics is an inevitable subject =/
but it was fun and all. the brown cat
grew fatter alr, in our opinion.
can see that all 3 of us were rather
stressed abt promos. took a picture
downstairs after we left.Huiying bought
Mrs Liew flowers! and she said i was
cold towards her =/

THE PARTY:

i had a whole 20 plus hours of fun.
i guess a narative here wouldnt do
much in allowing you to picture the fun.
view my photos on my friendster profile
instead =) i thank God that i have
this bunch of hardcore party-goers as
my friends. i'll look forward to the
next one after promos. I STILL HAVE
A FULL BOTTLE OF ABSOLUT VANILLA
WAITING TO BE INTOXICATED =P

i guess im more mature now at the age
of 17. sometimes... things aint like
how it seems. life has better to offer,
i won't make the same mistake twice.
im no longer as naive as before.
the best has yet to come, i have learnt
not to look at the flawed past. when i
shut that door many others will open up.
she could never have been the best
anyway.

aug 26

2007-08-26T17:50:00.000+08:00

the dinner at Raffles, The Plaza on
19 aug was great. the ambience was perfect =P
it's been a long time since i dined in such
places. more to come after exams!

celebrated my birthday this week.
had trng on tuesday, then went to gran's
place. had a delicious mocha cake =)
had to teach my younger cousin maths
cos she didnt go to school that day.
up till now i cant believe she's a
prefect and volleyball player in the
team. plus she has ballet classes.
i can only see the impish side of
her i guess =P

wanna thank all those that either sent me
a message or wished me happy birthday in
school or through the net.

esp. my juniors that i havent seen since
eons ago. i still rmb i owe you girls a
treat at swensen's hah. and also lynette,
my classmate for PAE. thanks for remembering
my birthday even though we havent been speaking
to each other that much recently!

my sis bought me a Topman shirt :)
wearing it on 31aug, bdae celebration with
the tpj friends, together with jayne.
overnight at orchard hotel =)

CCAs have ended, time to focus on promos
preparation. im gonna mug hard for now,
and look forward to the LA trip, which
my dad has already promised! =D

Aug 18

2007-08-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

im full to the brim! =/
ate till i felt like puking.
just came back from eating
fishhead steamboat. to
satisfy my craving for fish
that wasnt met ytd at
No Signboard.

today i lost 2 matches again.
the racket string burst.
looks like it's time to get a
spanking new one =P
it shall be my next wifey.
and i'll restring it with the
$30+ red colour string.
altogether should sum up to
$170+ (with free grip).

slow to speak, quick to listen
and slow to be angry. i just
realised today that i
misunderstood someone because
he phrased his words wrongly.
and it's not a crime to make
a language error.

celebrating with my family
tomorrow night. And when it
comes to birthday treats in
my family,

this is the only way to
describeit:

=)))))))))))))))))))))))

AND I WILL, SHALL AND MUST
DRINK TOMORROW!

Fired Up.

2007-08-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

pissed. with myself and with what happened.

firstly, i got hit on the left eye by rayson's
shot. was already very agitated. but played the
match till the end. i won and erich challenged me.
frustrated that i didnt spend more time training
volleys. couldnt hit his lob serves. i vouch that
he at least scored 7 points out of those serves.
frustrating.

boasts hitting the bottom red line, unable to
deliver shots off the glass, loose shots that
scream "COME GET ME" were hit with overdrives
and overlifts, all the way out of the squash court.

i knew i was playing with a throbbing left eye
and blurred vision due to the new comfort bi-weekly
lenses. overhydration, i call it. Makes me feel
as though im in Underwater World.

the boiling point came when i was dead beat, pissed
and lifeless, he comes over and says something
really irksome.

If i still had an ounce of energy in me at that
moment, I would have sprung up and busted his
head in an instant. You won, great. Comments
like these, keep it to yourself. Push me too
far, Im gon clap back.

Rematch next week when im at my optimum.
I prepared my lines already.
With the most caustic tone, I'll deliver the
malice back at him as he stares bleakly at
defeat.

Aug 3

2007-08-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

TGIF.

it's been another busy and tiring week.
monday didnt go to school, tuesday had
bball fun festique trials
before training, wednesday...
what did i do on wednesday?? oh
studied in school library with clement.
then trained on my own at 6 to 8.
thurs training again. now i think the
coach's revolting. though he hasnt
scolded me once, i hate his biasedness
towards girls. so when the squash ball hit
the back of his head while scolding someone,
i couldnt help it but let out a SNIGGERRRRR
=PPP and when he abandons us (like he always
does) to go and train with the girls for
the REST OF THE TIME, i heard him shout.
there was some commotion. i was thinking:

"HOHO. finally raising his voice at the
girls. good job in being impartial."

then i started to hear the girls' laughter.
what the. they were having a fun time.

today i was an honest lil' fella. in result,
Patrick told us to leave the class. could've
easily faked a completed tutorial like the
others. oh well. went to whitesands for
lunch, then went home to bathe before going
to Cage and played with Robin and the other
chungcheng pple of my batch. didnt see most
of them for quite a long time. afterwhich,
went to Macs and then to Suntec. that
manager was there tonight. heh. but i
decided not to hold grudges. besides he
walked me and my dad all the way to the
shower room which was well hidden with
the sports facilities. but he tried
to offer a cigg to dad. gave him a stare.
so we reached the place. never been to that
part of suntec guild house. it's like some
secret place. there was this pathway where
i could overlook the whole fountain of
wealth. and just nice it was the time
where they had the fountain display.

so i bathed and went to the Bistro
for dinner. The current set meal was
western and eastern fusion. the dessert
was nice =)

seems that there's a glitch in starting
the reversi game. dont know why.

tired =/

2007-07-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

im playing reversi now.
rematch! =)

this morning went to SCGS again.
lost to a sec1 kid =(
couldnt focus.cos of a tinge of
worry. plus there's someone
sitting there watching. it's
not wrong but even when im
drinking water in between sets
she's looking? makes me uneasy.

after that went to tamp. ate at
long john then went to watch
Invisible Target and Century.
get to see Shawn Yue on screen.

came home, bathed and went to
grandma's place. played fifa
with my cousin, and had some
small chat with the other brats.

2 sets to 2 =) draw!

i've been through hell. in the squash court.

2007-07-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

today's training was a killer. never had
such a strenuous workout in months.
all the court movements, suicides,
woah. from now on the thought of
tuesdays would make my stomach churn.
my legs gave way twice. totally lost
control cos of the strain. just fell
on the floor as if my legs dropped
off. moreover i slept at 1am last
night, totally exhausted. should
start sleeping early and train only
at most thrice a wk. with 1 day
of rest in between.

wanna start revision for promos
by this week. finally feeling
the sense of urgency and
desire to mug. no more late
nights. cos i know i'll be in
for some........ it's just
something bad in store ha.

100K. I need to resume my
work for God =)

defeat.

2007-07-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

woke up early this morning. couldnt
go back to sleep cos the pressure
was mounting. so i went to eat
and bathe, dad sent me to SCGS.
didnt really know the way, so i
had to trouble some students there.
got to the squash courts and got an
eye-opener. kids at a tender age are
already at that kind of standard.
awe-struck =/

waited for real long for our opponents
to come. then we had the match. Erich
took on the best guy, he lost quite
badly but couldnt be blamed. That guy's
boast shot seems unbeatable. plus it was
noticeable that towards the end he was
already cutting some slack. so Erich lost
3-0. Daniel's match also resulted in a
defeat. 3-0 too. My match came next.
1st set i went into set point, but
somehow or another i didnt finish
that guy off and he came from behind to
win 10-8. dammit. second set i won 9-5 i
think. but by then i was already fighting
for my life. third set he won too, and i
think it was quite a big difference.
concentration level decreased and couldn't
receive the serves. 4th and final set was
going quite well at first. then i started
to give away points as i couldnt deliver
shots that were close to the glass wall.
so it ended 3-1. the refereeing isnt as
well as i wanted it to be, got quite a few
hiccups here and there, as well as some
bad calls. i did a backhand volley during
receiving that dipped nicely to the
front right corner and dropped dead on the
nick but she called for "down". what the.
and she gets confused over who gets the point,
who serves from where. oh well. i lost
nonetheless and like i said i dont wanna
make excuses for myself. rayson's
opponent left before playing so it's
a walkover. overall, we lost 3-1.
i hope to get better by next wk.

went to eat at whitesands before
going home to bathe and set out
to Cine. fell asleep at home thus
i was late for 20 mins. my punishments,
were meted out painfully, but i shall not
say here =P

Gen left early cos her friend was
pissed or something im not sure.
so i left for home too. was feeling
feverish anyway. due to the exertion
from the "punishment" that added
on to the fatigue from the afternn.

going to the hospital tomorrow before
church. shall start on my hwk tmr
evening. oh and my mum didnt get
to see my civics tutor so it'll
have to take place during another day.

ahh heck i shall start on a little light
hwk now. dont give two hoots to the
throbing head.

July 17

2007-07-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

had CL listening today.
quite alright i guess?
been very tired these few days.
sleep debts are accumulating =(
keep dozing off in lectures even
when i try my very best to stay
awake.

training was cancelled today
due to some people having Listening
at different timings. cos of the
diff languages. but i went home to
change and returned to school to
train on my own.

was in the middle of a match with
Erich when the PE teacher told us
that she had to close the courts.
and i dont think she's that fierce
and detestable! and first she frowned
cos we took 4 squash balls and she
said we should only use one. so i
laughed and apologized, saying
we needed more cos we were practising
our strokes and it would be tidious
to retrieve the ball after every
few shots. then i was just being
nice and she started to talk nicely.

went home and felt restless. didnt
do hwk so i played Oblivion on
XBox360 for a while before watching
Step Up again on DVD. those dance
steps are cool, i shall ask chessia
the hiphop dancer to teach me one day
when i make another trip to Temasek
Poly HAH.

oh and i heard jc students are ineligible
for October Intake. So im stuck at
whereever i am =/

AND SOMETHING IRKED ME ON MONDAY MORNING!
i woke up realising that i was still
wearing my diamond stud!
then i was searching frantically for
the transparent earsticks but couldnt
find 'em! so i took out the stud and
went to bathe and eat. left school without
sticking anything in. came home for awhile
after sch, realised the hole CLOSED!

GRRRRRRRRR. 2nd time, closed again =(
think i'll wait till after promos before
piercing. but i think i dont want to alr.
feel it's quite pointless actually.
so i shall never pierce again!

went to some place in SR to attend the
wake. havent been to SR for ages since
the Amaths tuition days. Where i would
alwaysssssssss be lateeeeeeeee and have
to rush down in a cab to Mrs. Liew's house
HA.

during the journey to the wake i had a
source of amusement =P okay i shan't
be so bad. i was once afraid of getting
lost too. i remember crying in Tampines
Mall when i was young? was watching
Power Rangers on the big screen during
those days and told my mum i would go
back into the restaurant later. after
watching awhile i realised it's an
episode i watched before. then i went
in search of my mum. thought they
went to Kenny Rogers but they were in
Tommy Romas or something. cried and
cried until someone brought me to
the information counter and voila
i was redeemed by my mum and sis
=P i feel stupid enough for posting
this so i shall not illicit the
dumb thoughts that were running
through my hollow skull during that
time =)

tommorrow gotta stay back to help
out for College Day. 2 precious
hours are gonna be wasted,i could
use that time to train!

july 16

2007-07-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

the weekends are over argggh.
but nvm i shall rmb PS Ed Silvoso's
"Love Mondays like you love Sundays"
=)))

today was fine, although i was
quite tired cos i slept at
2 and woke up around 8+.
couldnt go back to sleep after that.
went to Bugis and window-shopped
(UGP is a coool brand. and i've
set my eyes on a topman shirt)
before eating at Pasta Mania with
Gen. then went to expo for church.
had tribe meeting after that, then
went to PS to see ly's new
girl. haha. ya. sec2. the girl's
friends. no comments. let's just
say i hope they mature =X

went to whitesands. played Para
Para advanced mode. Failed at the
third dance DAMMIT! =( oh well
practise makes perfect. 3rd in
the rankings but it all counts
for nothing 'cos they reset it
everyday =/

tmr's a long day. afterwhich
im gng to flavian's for the
wake. i treat him as a brother
and hope he'll go through this
tough time and come out stronger.
you're in my prayers! OH AND SO
ARE THE FEW THAT ARE IN MY
PRAYER LOG BK! THOSE THAT
I ASKED TO BE IN THE 100K!
=) =) =)

and thankyou huiying for teaching
me how to put up that box. 4th Aug
right i rmb =D

__ today i surrendered it all.
i let go despite of the fact
that i might never get it back.
obedience is the only way i can
be close to Him. these things
should not stand between me and
the One. I allow him to do His
Will from now on, without me
interferring. if it's meant
to be, it'll eventually be.

life.

2007-07-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

4Us, 1A and 1E.
suddenly, acing in Promos
seem like something distant.
but i'll work hard in the
coming 11 weeks. Have started
to pay attention in lectures
and tutorials.

Didnt speak as well as i wanted
for CL A Lvl Oral today. Passage
was fine, conversation component
was fried.

Squash training is increasing
to twice a week. Tuesday is
concentrated on physical
conditioning and drills.
On thurdays coach is coming
to fine tune our strokes.
Finished the ExCo
hand-over video in school
just now. We'll soon be in
charge. In possession
of the squash shack keys
now. 12 rackets, 15 balls.
Heard that they're
pulling out of the squash
league. I wanted to
participate so badly to
gain experience before
next year's Nationals.

Shall begin to play my
part in the 100K campaign
soon. Hope that i'll be
able to find 20.

Granddad was discharged for
quite some time already.
Doing fine but i can see
that he has lost alot of
weight. The robust frame
is now fragile and haggard.
But i continue to
believe he's gonna be
alright. I've seen one
walk away from me. I
don't want a double blow.

4 jul

2007-07-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

sorry about the previous
video post. i was just
feeling angsty and
vented it out.

truth is, i havent totally
gotten over it.

why?

up till today, i can't
comprehend why you wouldn't
allow me to see your past.
feel your hurt. and walk
out of it tgt with you.
being too nice sounds
quite like an excuse
to me. i think the
root of the problem is
that you havent completely
got over what haunts you.
that guilt you have is
the consequence of that.

i know i had committed
mistakes too.im accountable
for half of the blame.
i skipped steps in the
courtship when i was
well aware i wasnt supposed
to, rushing things through.
at a point of time i
even had an intention of
putting you above Him.

As a result,im punished.
I came to realise there
were underlying problems
between us and it hit me
abruptly. Just when i
thought things were going
fine, it ended.

i asked for forgiveness
and comfort. i told
Him if i were given a
second chance, i would
do it His way. I prayed
that by Friday, if He
spoke to you and touched
you deep within,and if you
start talking to me again
on Friday, you are the one
He has chosen for me.

Even if so, I'll wait
until you say that you're
completely restored and
healed before I do anything.
Any other girl, I would have
walked on, forget everything,
become cold and start locking
myself inside.
The reason im willing to
do this even after the hurt
is because i do believe
i saw signs that you're
the one. but i cant be
sure and i won't make
assumptions. If He says
no, i shall be obedient
and let go, for holding
on does not do good nor
edify.

you didnt know how much
i tried to know more of
your past. your blog
archives, your previous
blog that you shut down,
i read all i could.
just to find a way to
get inside. not for
personal benefit of
digging out your secrets.
but just to try to find
a way to help.

you're not who i
thought you were,
because you
didnt allow yourself
to be freed from
whatever you're
grappling with.

there's just this one
last chance. If you
continue to run away
from this healing
process,there's nothing
leftfor me to do but
walk away.

Friday.

3 jul.

2007-07-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

on Sunday :

at 2AM, lo and behold,
rayson soh calls and tell
me that im supposed to go
down and play squash with
Raj, Yh and Erich at 10.
yea. so it's literally
last minute notification.
got as much slp as i could,
overslept ( =PPPP ) and
went at 11. learnt court moves
for rallying alr. totally
shagged after the session.
rushed upstairs to bathe and
change, then rushed down
cos Levin alr drove right to
my lobby waiting for me.
so rushed tt i wore my belt
the wrong way =X

church was alright, had
cell meeting. afterwards i
went to Simei, bought
Mashed Potatoes from
EastPt KFC. there was
some Ms S'pore Universe
event going on, and so
many onlookers (mostly
male). So off i went
to CGH with the mashed
potatoes and visited
my grand-dad. helped
him with the food
and stayed for awhile
before going off to
meet the OG peeps for
BBQ @ ECP. rather alright,
though i have to be
apologetic that i wasnt in
the best of moods.
a very big thankyou to
TOH SIEW BOON that was
beside me all along,
listening and trying
to give advice. and
for listening to all the
emo songs on my iPod with
me.

towards the end i was
sitting at the beach gazing
at the sea&skies. thanks
for the girls that came and
sit with me, esp. Jayne for
asking and talking with me.

shared a cab with them,
carmen gave me 50bucks cos
she didnt have change so
i would return her 40 on
the next day.

Monday:

went to bedok and met them agn.
ate at the hawker centre next
to the interchange. had quite
a feast i guess? then we
proceeded to the main event
of the day: Buying pajamas for
SB's PJ Birthday Party =P
the girls chanced upon this
stall and bought theirs.
the guys' pjs were so ex so
mengseng and i didnt buy.
then we went to Parkway to
find, Giant didnt sell.
went to the foodcourt
for desert& rest. proceeded
to 77th Street where
i got my ear pierced.
quite alright this time
around, wasnt that afraid.
but that guy stunned me!
didnt even tell me when
he was about to trigger
the punch-gun. Jayne
took down a video of
the process and i
blue-toothed it to my
phone. went to the
shops outside PP and
since we got sick and
tired of finding PJs,
i just thought of wearing
girls' PJs. =PP chose the
most manly looking one,
and paid 6 for it.
and on that day, there
goes my reputation =(
after buying i left
for CGH again, waited
for mum and dad to come
and left tgt.

Today:

got a "wake-up call"
from Ms Tan, she told
me abt the PW stuff and
also to go and submit the
cheque for the O Lvl Fees.
walked out of G.O, saw
Clement and his PW Grp at
the study benches.
went over to chat for
awhile. then went home to
get my wallet. we waited
for rayson, who took eons,
before going to white sands
for a bite before playing
CS at CrossFire. afterwards
went to Compasspoint for
eating (again) before going
home.

overall these few days were
fun. looking forward to
first Squash Team Training
on Thurs after sch, as well
as the upcoming Squash League.
im gonna aim to win 4 out of 4
matches =)oh and of course,
SB's Party on Friday!!!
it's gonna be back to the
good ol' days of
Booze&LateNightMovies =)))

cough,cough,cough.

2007-06-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

since last friday i've been
having a sore throat then a cough.
and it's irritating! haha.
now i know how it feels like,
partially losing your voice.
just that i dont have to
drink those herbal stuffs.
strepsils will do =P

woke up and 7.20 then went
back to slp. almost late
for Econs Exam today!
ok i was late by 3 mins =/

went to Whitesand with punkster
ray after that. up to nothing
good as usual la that guy.
but somehow i like his company
though he's gay and touchy =P

there were some koreans there
today. then this lady started
calling out to me all of a
sudden when i was on the
escalator. something like
"hey! that's a pretty bag!
i like that brand! byebye!
love you!" LOL.

then we walked arnd pasir ris.
past by jayne's house and
rayson dared me to call her.
call lor! why dont dare ha.
at most i'll tell Joaee that
rayson was trying to be funny =P
that reminds me OG BBQ is on
saturday =) and carmen is
helping me get a bottle of
Absolut Citron from airport
DFS =))

after tmr it's sleep, sleep,
SLEEP! =P and a trip to
Vivo coming up =)

thanksforbeingtherewhenineededitthemost.

22 june

2007-06-22T14:12:00.000+08:00

bball match tmr!!! im excited =P
okok i gotta do some studying
today, last ditch attempt to
diffuse info into my brain.

and NUS pple are organising
friendly matches for MJ Squash?
i don't think im even up for it
yet =S

other girl will come along
they always do.
but what's the point when
all i ever want is you.

finished

2007-06-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

im somehow over it.
i took one whole night to think abt it,
finally i realised how things are.
feel stupid to look back and see that i was
literally a punch-drunk boy in Lala Land.
now i know that it's essential to benice and
caring, but dont overdo it. just be yourself,
and don't have the thinking that you're somehow
like a slave to make her happy.
first time,but i learnt alot, though it was a short
stint. but one thing is that all the feelings, the
things i said, everything i did came from my heart.
it so happened i did it with the wrong approach,
and lost my footing somewhere along the way,
becoming excessively nice.
to think of it if i were her i wouldnt like it too =P

right now it's a gonna be a long process,
im going to have to take time off and be
myself again.she also has to, as she has
somethings to deal with on her own.
(that'sif she didnt smoke me la ha ha.
but i think it's true la, she wasnt lying.)
i have to mature and not be that naive again.
the next time round, there will be no excuse as
it's no longer the first time.. I have to be just like
who I am in front of Rayson&Co. ,not Mr-Too-Sugary.

Lesson learnt: Be Yourself.
Additional Notes: Don't try too hard to
please her to the fact you're going way out
of comfort zone. She'll think you're just this
kind of person and there's nth to change it.
And the fact is you weren't really your
normal self. Pls learn from my mistake,
I hope no one faces the same thing.

G: I think it's best we spend some
time reflecting. Honestly i hope this is just
a hiatus. Because I still feel for you.
And I know that Star is still with you.
When the time is right i mightask you again,
when this time comes
Mr. Cultured will be himself.

16 June

2007-06-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

going out with my folks for dinner
later =D but before that we're
gng to the hospital to visit
Gonggong.. heard he was just
hospitalised =/

i had a great time ytd. made
the right choice by not going
to P.Shakers concert. according
to Flavian it became NCC Concert
tho i dunno what that means =P
spent time with her at the airport.
plane-viewing, walking aimlessly
at T2 Departure, Pacific Cafe,
going into Perfumes&Cometics,
Times Bkshop etc etc.

and the Star has now found its
owner and it's rested round the
neck of someone special =)

-------------------------------

The way she smiles,

The way she hugs me and
makes me feel loved,

The way she holds my hand
from behind,

The way she tries to bump
me to the side,

The way she tickles me and
run before i could catch
her,

The way she laughs at my
actions,

The way she messes up my
hair,

The way she wears my
jacket and sniffs at it,

The way she leans towards
me and rests her head on
my shoulder,

The way she comes down to
accompany me just for that
2mins,

It's the way she makes me feel.

back from Camp Gilgal.

2007-06-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

these 3D3N (i checked-in at night)
were one of the best in my life.
had alot of fun, learnt alot,
grew in spirit and in mind.
what's better was having her
near me all the while and getting
to see her several times everyday.
Thank you Genevieve for being there,
and asking me to stay on when i felt
like returning home to rest =)

miss the nights i called you, the
meals at the dining hall where i could
talk to you. and the stares across the
crowd and the beautiful smiles
that you gave me.

Most importantly, the place was conducive
in allowing me to be with Him. It has been
a long time since I was in His presense
without distractions from the outside
world.This camp has allowed me to return
closely by His Side.I shall take what I've
gathered and venture forth in school, at
home and with friends with a renewed faith.

______I like the way you like me.

In This Life

2007-06-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

For all I've been
Blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by
The power of gold
With one honest touch
You set me free

Let the world
Stop turning
Let the sun
Stopp burning
Let them tell me love's
Not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will kno
Deep in my heart
The only dream that
Mattered had come true
In this life, I was
Loved by you

20 May

2007-05-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

so what do we have here....
a fresh post after... 2 months?
=P life's been hectic since i
logged in the last time. lots
of decisions made, life took
a few turns round the corner
and now here i am stuck in
some psych ward that's
painted blue. is this blue?
i got problems reading colours
god knows how i got through
chem prac last yr. talking abt
chem... nvm.

still stuck with some punkster
that never fails to add
adrenaline into my veins.
the Big5 had some restructuring
and now it's a revamped
entity in the Big Blue House.
failing tests is like seeing people
get jacked it comes so naturally.

deprived of rest of late and today
i was notified i didnt get what i
wanted. but nonetheless my
passion is unabated =)
thanks to those tt supported me

midyrs comin' up, so is the
Cruise (if the ass pays up
and he's allowed to go in
the first place).

19 Feb

2007-02-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

i dont know how but i've stopped
studying completely and this is real
bad. aft CNY i'd better catch up.

lots happened since the last post.

results: 11-1
reg-ed for MJ

V'day: The last BIG5 Guys meeting as
classmates from tpj 07S13. Went to
F&C and had a ball of a time. classes
will nv be the same without CPL.
played pool, watched Protege.
Best show this yr so far besides One
Last Dance. though not as poetic as
O.L.D. but it's thought provoking.

feb16 sec4fg outing:
before even reaching there i blew
my cool. 3 pple just hijacked cabs
blatantly. made me spew expletives
once again when i stopped for so
long already.

went to Bugis Seoul Garden. ate
&joked, celebrated Racheline's bday.
i can only pray tt she gets over the
recent heart-wrench. aft that went
to watch Epic Movie and i tell you
watching this kinda movies will
shrink your brain to half the size.
such dumbness could actually be
made into a movie blaahhhh.

aft that went to edge, then to
play play play. finished playing went
to Crystal Jade for dinner. then
reached home @ 11+.

CNY: Eve spent at Granny's. Had
steamboat as usual. Stayed @ the
table aft everyone finished to
accompany grandma to eat. cousin
and i finished almost all the
leftovers. Aft depleting a bottle of
wine my mum brought over from
home, my cousin opened his own
small bottle to share with me.
Been long since i drank with
such freedom =)

Today's just like any 1st Day of CNY.
Played MJ just now and lost $10. But
I took over from Grandma so i split
the total losses and paid $20.
I WANT REVENGE! since a hiatus
from the "top league" with $50 capital
for so long and playing nonsensical
non-money, can anyhow win, 3 person
mahjong for so long my standard
dropped.
and it doesnt help that i 4got i aint
playing with amateurs and i didnt
concentrate.
switch off for 1SECOND and the game
swings another direction. and there's
no such thing as taking back cards or
calling a card when the turn's over.
nvm at least i got to tune back myself
and i'll win the next time around.

Target for next session
is winning $25 =P

your subtleties
they strangle me

feb7

2007-02-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

2 more days and results are out.
b4 tt i wanna leave a legacy
in a jc tt im in heh. i cannot
say out which jc cos i know i
will get arrowed.

today went for classes except
maths tutorial. i think all
maths tutorial i skipping from
now on LOL. and today assembly
the civics tutor ask me why i
nv go for china studies. she
also nv scold.. and she knew
the geog pple pon geog to
go library with me.

today chem lab isnt really
chem lab but some cocked up
game. guess what the Big5 lost!
we shall commemorate this day
by eating vegetarian from next
yr onwards every feb6.

after school was more fun fun fun!
i went with the latecomers to the
GO. CPL is someone i really respect.
walk into the GO and immediately

"EH WHERE'S THE DM MAN..."

the clerk was like glaring at
him la.in the end the OM called
out the VP and i fled outside
and watched the drama elapse haha.
whn they came out i said smth jokingly
to racheline and she started crying!
dawn also! i was like damn guilty la
but actually they were just feeling
wronged by the stupid system. so we
went off to TM to eat.

went back sch paid for the roses then
we went back to GO. they handed in
reflection and took back their
EZ link. then me and rayson went
home.

tomorrow we are ponning and i just
hope mdm ___ doesnt call up. but
who cares i told my mum im not
gng already. it's ok what now
is just honeymoon period after
results come out you bet i'll
mug like crazy.

1 Feb

2007-02-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school today.
damn shagged la came home
at 12+ last night. returned
frm school, then went out
to parkway to play pool and
eat before watching the ASEAN
C'ship 1st Leg. 2-1!!! whenever
i watch s'pore wins hahaha.
after the match went to bedok
and had supper before taking a
cab home. when i awoke from my
sleep it's as thought i just
blinked my eyes la. so i told
mum that i dun wanna go to school
then i returned to sleep =P

somehow, just somehow, im
starting to like school. how
weird. it's to the extent that
i regret ponning sch. tomorrow
im going to school FOR SURE!
heh. anticipation...

this uncertainty is killing me.

29 Jan

2007-01-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

today all i've been thinking of is cars
haha. in the morning i heard from
rayson and jerrold abt mr choong's
SGD 80K porche in switzerland.
and tt he can hit the speed of 300
there! plus he knows how to drift
but thinks it's an expensive sport
cos to change a set of those special
tyres it cost 2K. i wonder if he's
insane enough to use his porche to
drift ha ha ha.

then when i came home i had a chat with
Robin!!! It was about 3am there in Santa
Monica but he's still awake la. and he told
me he's DRIVINGGG!!! like what the hell..
a few months back we were playing
Need For Speed Underground and now
he's like doing the real thing lol.he asked
for my opinion on some cars but i told him
to get a lamborghini gallardo since i think
he can afford LOL. i'll be the first one to
fly over and see it. so i did some "research"
and decided that i shall work towards getting
this car: Mercedes McClaren SLR. i'll demand
3 parking lots for every carpark i park in.

21 Jan

2007-01-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday

wonder if i was watching chelsea

play or was it birmingham.

if i wasnt in NUSS Bar i would have

shouted a polynomial of expletives.

multi-million superstars playing like

clowns. so if manu wins tonight it'll

be a 9pt gap. great.

today

went to meet choonkuat at alj then went

to bugis. passed him the shirts i bought

for him. went to buy my own clothes,

wanted to buy a nice wallet but none

met my standards. went to Singtel

and saw carmen there.aft shopping for

clothes we went back to alj and look

for our classmates who worked at

Bee Cheng Hiang. Saw Pei Yee,

Jasmine and Derek. that idiot

guy say when start work then tuck

in shirt...hahaha. they seem happy

working there... and so i doubt my

decision of going JC for PAE was

a good one. but nvm la go sch also

slack.

tmr's timetable is until 4.30.

what's in the administrator's mind

la cannot even out the timetable is it.

so it's back to my old style. wake up in

the morning tmr and ask myself :

"Feel like going school today or not?"

Usually i'll go back to sleep after that

self-inquiry. But perhaps certain

factors might just cause a boost

in willpower and i'll get up to

prepare for school.

P.S. who wants to bet against me

that my dad wont allow my sis

to drive the beloved merc with

my IC no. after she learns driving?

$100 bucks.

it's really good to hear your voice

saying my name it sounds so sweet

- Lips of An Angel

Jan 14

2007-01-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

im beginning to miss a few people.

On Da Street Gang

Asst Bozzi: Derek

Ex-Bozzi : Dong Bin
(the way i overthrew him
is f. hillarious lol)

Insurgent/Spy:
Li Ah Loooong

Weapons Head:
Benedict

Kamakaze Fighter:
Long Jun Hao

Other members:
Seng Kok, Yong Yeh
Jeng Khit, Choon Kuat

These people made my
"era of control" very enjoyable.

Next up...

Robin Gunawan

He's going to US to study already.
According to him, his Intl' Sch
is a Disneyland for guys. Really...
he told me many wonderful things.
=p

I'll miss parkshore tt will become an
abandoned apartment, where it was
once a place where time is always
3 hours faster than you expect.

He's the only one i actually tell
ALL. ALL is the word. And we
talk about almost anything.
Parkshore&Robin will be
sorely missed.

Jan 14

2007-01-14T00:31:00.000+08:00

A

Bullet

Always

Tells

The

Truth

Dec 24

2006-12-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

Most People
expect a
Red&White
Christmas.

I'd prefer BLUE.